How can i stop worrying about my friends?

ahhh been there done that...i always used feel like they are talking about me and stuff but if you really feel that way and dont trust them enough, i think its time to make some new friends. change is difficult i know that becuase i have been through what you are going through very recently. its a tough time. just find friends who you feel comfortable being with. dont push yourself and make you in an uncomfortable place. you may think they are your friends and i totally understand. I care sooooo much about what people think of me just like you!!!!! i have learned the hard way though... when my ex bff told me to stop caring what other people think really got to me and i am taking anxiety medicine now which seems to be helping. you could try that too. just try different things and be open to different things. but what i would do is talk to your doctor to see some medicine, if that doesnt help then tell yourself to stop thinking of what other people think and if that doesnt help then change friends.